catharsis_logs | Boring post is boring

It's been both crazy and not-crazy. Life has been moving at a pretty good clip recently, and I've been pretty happy with what I've been doing lately. Not that I've really been doing anything... Besides spending all of my money on unwise things. I'm trying to get better at that, but I'm either not trying very hard, or It's too hard. :/

I had a little crying spell last night over nothing. I think either my period is coming or my hormones are fluctuating a little too much for my period. I like to think that I won't have my period anymore, but apparently not having your period doesn't mean you don't have PMS. I suppose that'll be the case until my ovaries either die, or are removed entirely.

I've been thinking of entering a Boston Marriage with Sammy. It's a non-sexual relationship between women. but... wait, I just realized something. I'm NOT a woman, at least not anymore...
O-o Damn, that's a problem... Oh well! It's not like I had real hope for it anyway. (though I think I did, and that was the deal with the crying spell... *sigh* I kind of wonder if I'm really in love with her, and this whole thing isn't just because I can't have her anymore. *slaps self* Get over it!

And I've been talking about how my life is going great, and everything is wonderful, and all I can talk about is my regrets pertaining to Samantha... That sucks...