Reflection #2
Jan. 6th, 2014 07:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
catharsis_logs What I ate:
subway sandwich for breakfast + almond bar thing
juice with honey (the honey makes it better)
I'm sure I ate something but I don't remember
half of the half of double-baked(?) sweet potato
another almond bar
curly fries
What I did:
diddled around basically doing nothing until 12:00pm then went to the mat room.
went to first Aikido class, told my sensei that I had had back surgery he said "this is not the art for you" which pretty much gave me a disappointed heart-attack until I told him that I'd had the surgery over five years ago 'that bodes better'. I did some rollouts (rolling with one arm onto your back) and it was pretty much totally fine and so I have high hopes for wednesday in which he's gonna teach us how to fall (falling from your feet backwards onto your back and slapping both hands against the mat). He told me to tell him how I feel after the wednesday class. Crossing my fingers.
wandered to QRC, talked a little bit with K,(a tiny bit) and then listened to Tsarra talk for a while. (she's good for my listen-and-not-talk practice because she's very steamrollery)
wandered out onto the skybridge where my phone actually has a connection and texted B asking how she was and where she was. I don't know what I was doing but I looked to the side once and I saw her walking towards me. I waved and she came right over. She told me that she would have texted me back but that she'd see me sitting where I was.
We talked about our respective breaks (she talks a lot, I wonder what my ratio of talking is like compared to hers because I don't think she talks and unreasonable amount it's just crammed full of info and emotion. She talks fast too.
Then Dev wandered over. It was okay, I didn't let him rile me up and he didn't say anything bad. Hoping for a fresh start with him. Sucks, I asked Bri if I could have the skype chat that they were doing last term and she said yea, but still didn't give it to me today, just realized that.
We headed off to class, it was okay, I need to sit closer to the front because I can't hear the prof talking. I don't want to move TABLES though, so I need to sit at the side of the table closer to the front. Next to where Dev was today.
Also before I went to my FRINQ I went to the building where my Spanish class is being held. I even found the room so that's something I don't have to worry about for tomorrow; even though the professora hasn't emailed me back about my name preference. :/) My worst nightmare is using el and o (the proper pronoun-things for my BTW) and being CORRECTED. I need to steer my thoughts away from that though because that way lies madness.
I did some workout stuff in my room (my PT stuff and raising my legs up and down to tone my abdomen as well as stretching. Then I stretched some more and walked up all four floors of my dorm on the stairs and then walked down the other set of stairs. I hope I'm not too sore tomorrow. I have physical therapy (which I almost forgot about) and my spanish class at 4:50pm. I need to go to a store to buy gym clothes as well as food. (probably safeway for food, Goodwill for gym clothes.)
reminder: I need to order my sleeping pills by friday
and I need to let my therapist know what time would work for me on this Thursday
and I need to go to that doctor's appointment on Thursday AS WELL (for ear and sleeping/anxiety problems.)
Now I need to go eat something. Like green beans with potato and with gravy.
subway sandwich for breakfast + almond bar thing
juice with honey (the honey makes it better)
I'm sure I ate something but I don't remember
half of the half of double-baked(?) sweet potato
another almond bar
curly fries
What I did:
diddled around basically doing nothing until 12:00pm then went to the mat room.
went to first Aikido class, told my sensei that I had had back surgery he said "this is not the art for you" which pretty much gave me a disappointed heart-attack until I told him that I'd had the surgery over five years ago 'that bodes better'. I did some rollouts (rolling with one arm onto your back) and it was pretty much totally fine and so I have high hopes for wednesday in which he's gonna teach us how to fall (falling from your feet backwards onto your back and slapping both hands against the mat). He told me to tell him how I feel after the wednesday class. Crossing my fingers.
wandered to QRC, talked a little bit with K,(a tiny bit) and then listened to Tsarra talk for a while. (she's good for my listen-and-not-talk practice because she's very steamrollery)
wandered out onto the skybridge where my phone actually has a connection and texted B asking how she was and where she was. I don't know what I was doing but I looked to the side once and I saw her walking towards me. I waved and she came right over. She told me that she would have texted me back but that she'd see me sitting where I was.
We talked about our respective breaks (she talks a lot, I wonder what my ratio of talking is like compared to hers because I don't think she talks and unreasonable amount it's just crammed full of info and emotion. She talks fast too.
Then Dev wandered over. It was okay, I didn't let him rile me up and he didn't say anything bad. Hoping for a fresh start with him. Sucks, I asked Bri if I could have the skype chat that they were doing last term and she said yea, but still didn't give it to me today, just realized that.
We headed off to class, it was okay, I need to sit closer to the front because I can't hear the prof talking. I don't want to move TABLES though, so I need to sit at the side of the table closer to the front. Next to where Dev was today.
Also before I went to my FRINQ I went to the building where my Spanish class is being held. I even found the room so that's something I don't have to worry about for tomorrow; even though the professora hasn't emailed me back about my name preference. :/) My worst nightmare is using el and o (the proper pronoun-things for my BTW) and being CORRECTED. I need to steer my thoughts away from that though because that way lies madness.
I did some workout stuff in my room (my PT stuff and raising my legs up and down to tone my abdomen as well as stretching. Then I stretched some more and walked up all four floors of my dorm on the stairs and then walked down the other set of stairs. I hope I'm not too sore tomorrow. I have physical therapy (which I almost forgot about) and my spanish class at 4:50pm. I need to go to a store to buy gym clothes as well as food. (probably safeway for food, Goodwill for gym clothes.)
reminder: I need to order my sleeping pills by friday
and I need to let my therapist know what time would work for me on this Thursday
and I need to go to that doctor's appointment on Thursday AS WELL (for ear and sleeping/anxiety problems.)
Now I need to go eat something. Like green beans with potato and with gravy.
