[Update/Daily Journal of the Day 1/23/12]

[catharsis_logs]

~-* Testosterone & Trans Stuff *-~
* - Tomorrow is the day I have my 'consultation' for T(estosterone)
* - I'm really rather excited about this, and nervous, don't forget nervous.
* - I'm hoping that I can start T by as soon as tomorrow, and if not tomorrow, than sometime this week or the next.
* - My dad mentioned 'the Florida trip'. You have no idea how awesome this is. It means that he is paying attention to my transition.
* - Things I'm NOT looking forward to being on T: Acne. Hair loss. Mood changes. Hot flashes. Mood changes. Mood changes. Mood changes. My lifespan shortening. Getting fat.
* - Things I AM looking forward to being on T: Beard growth. Dick growth. Facial changes. Voice changes. Mood changes. Butt shrinkage. Breast shrinkage.
* - I wonder when my dad is going to start using male pronouns. I wonder when my sister is going to call me her 'brother'.

~-* Life in General *-~
* - I haven't gotten my pen pal's first letter yet.
* - I recently (a few days ago) emailed a new friend, and haven't gotten an answer yet.
* - I haven't talked to my best friend since I got home from her place. (About two months ago)
* - My mood has finally (sorta) stabilized.
* - I need to really get into Buddhism. To save money mostly, and find spiritual peace, that's important too. (I've always wanted to be a monk. NEVER a nun.)

~-* Fandom *-~
* - I'm still obsessed with Moriarty's literal suicide, and Sherlock's apparent 'suicide'.
* - I'm now obsessed with Sherlock/John.
* - I'm still obsessed with Reese/Finch.
* - I think I'm starting to get a little bit too attached to Person of Interest and Mr. Finch especially. I felt like I was going to have a heart attack watching the last episode.
* - I heard about -SPOILERS- someone dying in Person of Interest in one of the future episodes, I don't know who it will be, but I will most likely literally have a heart attack if either Finch or Reese dies. If either one of them dies, the show is over for me (but most especially Finch). -END SPOILERS-
* - I've kinda fallen out of love with Lost recently, which is strange because I haven't even gotten to evil!Mr. Finch yet/Henry Gale-Ben Linus/Michael Emerson being evil.


That seems to be it, for now. For today at least. You learned a little bit more about me, and I had some fun spewing my obsessions all over the computer screen.